CHILLED ATA FRUIT PUDDING

 A successful experiment ushers in happiness! A dessert with Aata phal / Custard Apple wasn't ever made in our Bengali household, we had it seasonally as fruit! Loving it, when I saw Custard Apple orchard inside Chittorgarh Fort whilst touring Rajasthan in 1996, I felt overjoyed! Rajasthan isn't state we cover within 16 days, we have to visit multiple time, stay longer to unfold it's historical importance! That was my last tour with parents & brother, later I visited Jaipur with man, the toddler son, a friend's family in 2005 or 2006, don't remember! I remember beautiful memories we created together, frequency increased since son left home in 2020! I cooked a dessert today, I cannot serve him, how beautiful it was to watch father-son having what I cooked, serve. Cristine too did lot for our son, she is our mental support in an empty nest! Then, I am not the only one to suffer from empty nest syndrome!

During festive season, I get busy writing recipes. Anyone tries them in their kitchens or not I enjoy sharing festive friendly recipes this time of year! Cooking is fruitful activity for me! With excitement of sharing untimely recipe, I started writing last evening. I can't skip my weekday exercise routine, its directly related to my health! If I was aware since youth, I wouldn't be taking four medicines, supplements! Last night, also got busy making "Missi Roti" but ran out of coriander leaves, dried fenugreek leaves, didn't use ghee either!

I prefer sattu [roasted gram flour] over besan [unroasted gram flour], in those days our kind of middle class Bengali homes stocked both! Our mother used soaked rice paste for batter fries instead of gram flour. But you cannot do potato [aloor chop], eggplant [beguni] batter fries with rice paste, gram flour is must. We didn't know use of corn flour, she perhaps doesn't buy in present day; I use lot! She would cook Bengali, handmade breads, curries like Dhaba, jam-jelly, Bengali pickles! Our parents loved Dhaba food while on tour. Once in college, I would take mani out, we visited Southern Indian eateries which only knew about dosa, idli, utthapam. After relocating to Singapore, I have learnt more about their cuisine.

I must cook Family style Bengali Food on Saturdays but I have learnt about world food starting to blog about food. I enjoy experimenting with food, fusioning ingredients! Last Saturday, I cooked vegetables, locally got my choice of Bhola Mach [croaker family], extremely fond of this fish, also called cheaper variety of sea bass. I ain't fond of sea bass except for it's boneless version! I cooked chicken too, eggs can be had anytime!

These days, I cook less desserts, sweets. However, I get cravings every few days for few varieties. I started loving local desserts. I try making dairy-free versions! Today's is one such! 

Chilled watermelon, choice chilled fruits can be my dessert bowl these days. Too much of fruits too a diabetic isn't allowed to have. I prepared this vegan, gluten-free dessert, CHILLED ATA FRUIT PUDDING, it would not only serve those fasting for Navratri, but my community during Durgapuja, Xmas, Kali puja / Diwali, Muslims! This light on stomach vegetarian dessert bowl can be your weekly pleasure. Made with pulp of custard apple, coconut milk, desiccated coconut, sugar, rose water to flavour, pomegranate to garnish, its sooth in your mouth, food pipe, to stomach! Come, let's do it! Life would get us challenges at every turn, we would face bravely, win for sure. I don't have courage to face, I bypass, just this way, indulging in my hobbies! I overcame absurdity inside my head earlier, I would in future, just a matter of time. 

INGREDIENTS : 

CUSTARD APPLE PULP : OF ONE BIG SIZED

COCONUT MILK : 150-200 ML

DESICCATED COCONUT : 2 TBSP

SUGAR : 4 TBSP

ROSE WATER : 1/2 TSP

PROCEDURE :

I prefer using coconut powder to make coconut milk, you may go your way.

Boil thick coconut milk at low flame not more than 5 minutes.

Scoop pulp from washed Custard Apple, discard seeds!

Dry roast desiccated coconut at minimal flame for 3-4 minutes, let cool.

Powder it along with sugar! Add fruit pulp, blend well.

Transfer to bowl, cook in microwave at minimal temperature for 4-5 minutes. Pause every minute, stir!

Once both are cool, beat together well, add rose water, stir!

Chill for few hours in refrigerator. Garnish with pomegranate, serve, have!

STAR-FRUIT SHAPED DEEP FRIED SNACK

I feel satisfied today, after long I prepared something that requires bit of precision! Each recipe I blog about is precious! Its festive time, let me share recipe of this Bengali fried snack "Elojhelo" with my loving readers. It's not what you have breaking fast. Keep your trust in me, I am soon to get you fasting recipes. Next fifteen days, I would be sharing recipes that suits our occasions! I wouldn't wait for Thursdays, would share randomly! I prefer calling myself an Indian, in love with Singapore! My ancestral root is Bengali, hence started celebration with this Bengali fried snack recipe.

For brunch, I had two giant idlis; love instantly made semolina + rice flour + yogurt + fruit salt idli in microwave oven! Semolina made idli, dhokla, cakes, dry upma do I love. Having bread omelette around 3:30 pm wasn't required, but I had, I must eat 3 meals a day!

Man is on medical leave today! He went for tooth extraction. If he is at home, I am bound to get distracted whilst writing, television set is on, forever! Requested son to call, he would do just opposite of what his mother asks him to. But he gifted us too good score in MS! Dear readers, if in tech industry, our son is a software engineer looking for decent job in tech field, if you have lead, message me! Degrees must be put to application, not rest in locker!

I enjoy local fried rices without overpowering sauces. Yesterday, had it in afternoon, out of fear had mango + oats at night. Mango has high amount of sugar, calorie, I can't resist. I have lethargy about cooking soups, chopping salad! 

Pasta is good, vermicelli upma too, but roti-prata-poori is love. I make them pretty well. Upma varieties Cristine prepares mostly, also good at handmade breads, not chapati, naan. 

This week at Woodleigh Mall, from a stall named Western Boy, I had garlic bread, mushroom soup. I am fond of, this tasted bit bland, salty. The banana pie I liked.

                     

                      

From a stall outside of Kovan Mall, I had spring roll, salted bun, teh-o-kosong or may be kopi-o-kosong! I wonder how turnip and mushroom stuffing with no spices made love with my tastebuds.

The ice-cream came home on gentleman's request. In fact, dentists ask you to have after tooth extraction. When son lived with us, these came regular, I made low caloric ice-creams too, some recipes are in blog. I have stopped doing these. Who would eat?

We don't know where life would take us, what waits for us tomorrow, in fact, next moment! I only wish my loved ones stay happy, healthy; live long! I pray for every human on earth few times, each day; also for animal world free from our interference. I don't get how loving them, invading their space happen together.  I ain't comfortable about keeping pit bulls as pet, don't love animals that much where I may risk my baby at their mercy, neither can think of harming them. I suggest, keep as pet, domesticate who are meant to be!

What you get today is Bengali "Elojhelo Nimki" / "Kamranga Nimki" / Starfruit shaped deep fries! This is popular titbit among us, rarely done in family! Let's call it STAR-FRUIT SHAPED DEEP FRIED SNACK! It's vegan recipe, I would gift gluten-free food sooner, thats my usual trend, right? Actually, ghee / clarified butter is used for this recipe, I skipped; can't digest ghee. Also, I am fond of thinner, smaller, our usual "nimki","madan kotkoti", refined flour deep fried stuffs don't suit my stomach, I love! Whatever we love wouldn't be friendly with us, this is law of universe; if we can accept it, life would be at peace! Not at any cost we may lose grace, take wrong routes to get what we want. What isn't mutual would never last. Thats fine, we are humans, life need not be picture perfect!

INGREDIENTS :

REFINED FLOUR : 1 COFFEE MUG

KALONJI / KALOJEEREY / NIGELLA SEED : 1/2 TSP

SALT : AS REQUIRED

OIL : 2 TBSP + 50 ML [USING GHEE GIVES BEST FLAVOUR]

PROCEDURE :

Take refined flour, salt, nigella seeds in wide-mouthed bowl, give good mix.

Add 2 tbsp oil or ghee, rub for 2-3 minutes, if you can hold together flour, the "moyan" is right. 

Add water at room temperature, little by little, knead well to get a tight dough!

Cover for 10-15 minutes. Remove cover, knead for a minute, tear off balls. Smoothen between palms.

Make poori shapes, not too thick or thin. Make slits, leaving two ends.

Carefully fold from sides, do not press hard. Twist the two ends.

Warm rest of oil, do not let it hot. Drop gently one or two snack, they should get room to move freely.

Fry at slow heat for longer period to get crisp fried snack, else they become soggy like poori!

Once cool, store in container, would be edible for a week. 

Never reheat or refrigerate. It softens!

RICE NOODLES IN SAUCE MIX

The sky is neither bright, nor cloudy! This moment we get to see light, next moment it dims. It isn't hot, neither cool. I feel like sleeping for hours. I could have started writing an hour back, lacked concentration. I sat idle. Entire morning, I spent thinking either to write new blogpost or to share an updated one. I cooked noodles, clicked. Editing photos eats up considerable amount of time. I couldn't exercise, neither go for swim, Gods were hungry. Post brunch, I listened Bollywood numbers from 70's, 80's after sesh with Choplin since morning. Instrumentals & household chores are good pair! I had various things on mind, I keep myself occupied but today mind felt idle.

My eating sessions do not stop whatever state of mind is! Post shower & prayer, I made chapati, had as brunch with coffee. Last few days, I was having home cooked meals, few plates did I click. I loved both the vegetarian, non-vegetarian fried rice platters!

The grilled chicken legs got dry. I over cooked them, also using frozen drumsticks was reason. Using minimal oil is another reason. We got home new microwave oven, I ain't good at temperature setting. I have plans of sharing stovetop chicken starter before festival, kinds people queue up at Azad Hind Dhaba around12 am-2pm for a week. I can't take that crowd anymore, would prefer to sit somewhere in Park Street late at night. Can't queue anymore outside of pandals, we enjoy more in Singapore!

Yesterday afternoon, I was having a favourite plate, Appam! These are the 24/7 cafeterias, this one right at backside of our flat. It tasted good although they are not pro like Little India's famous eateries. Its Kerala food, not every Tamil joints would do it. A stall at Tekka centre does it really good. One plate has two, price is 3:50$. I wouldn't have full plate at 4:45pm, having two coconut stuffed crepes, fruits at 12:30pm! I got one packed for Cristine. 

I cooked following since last Monday. Sweet pancakes in syrup would be shared in blog, also kofta recipe. Not that I don't cook for man, just that I avoid making sweet stuffs regular, my blood sugar jumps. I love dresses, health, both. We had guest, it was fun cooking, chatting with sister like about incidents that took place in 90's. 

Whenever I cook these, I feel sad. Son follows poor diet, cup noodles, chips. I am worried about his health.

I don't want to interfere in his life, fear of which made his father send him across oceans, thousands of miles away. A little about Male pride I understand, its showcasing his ability to fund Son's education in a private university in USA. It is about making me happy, I have always believed parents should do their best for kids. Man can't say post 2020, I complained about not owning property here, travelling. I am in happy state, worried what future holds, about son stationed far, about his future, safety. 

Practising hobbies rescues. After lot of speculation, I dropped the idea of sharing an old recipe from Blog, share new one, vegan, gluten-free RICE NOODLES IN SAUCE MIX! Its 30-40 minutes recipe. Its long I did not cook something complex, take credit, at least boiling noodles correctly is giving me high. Rice noodles are thin, boiling is tricky. I don't play tricks, not in kitchen, not with others, that requires brain. I have poured hot water over noodles, strained after 2-3 minutes. We are humans, we can't be perfect. Learn, accept we would make errors, we can't be perfect. Although, we have to behave well, be careful not to hurt others, we wouldn't guarantee perfect carefulness at all times. We may hurt each other, apologise, thats okay if we do unknowingly, not purposely! Anyway, I try to share easy recipes for bachelors like our son, other son & daughter likes. Get a noodle packet, few easy cut vegetables, go ahead, have warm, low oil hearty bowl of vegetarian noodles!

INGREDIENTS :

RICE NOODLES : 150-200 GM

CHOPPED BELL PEPPER : 2-3 TBSP

CHOPPED GREEN CHILLI : 1

SWEET CORN : 2 TSP

GREEN PEA : 2 TSP

CHOPPED ONION : 1 TBSP

CHOPPED GARLIC : 1 TSP

LIGHT SOY SAUCE : 1 TSP

DARK SOY SAUCE : 1/2 TSP

CHILLI SAUCE : 2 TBSP [I HAD THAI CHILLI SAUCE]

TOMATO KETCHUP : 2 TBSP

CHILLI-GARLIC-ONION SOAKED VINEGAR : 1TBSP

SUGAR : 1/2 TSP

CRUSHED BLACK PEPPER : 1/4 TSP+1/4 TSP

CRUSHED PEANUT : 2 TSP

WHITE SESAME SEED : 1/4 TSP

SALT : AS REQUIRED

OIL : 2 TSP

PROCEDURE :

Combine together sauces, vinegar water, 1/4 tsp crushed black pepper, peanuts, sugar, mix well, keep aside.

Pour 2 cups of boiled water, soak noodles. Break noodles. I forgot, did it later.

Strain after 2-3 minutes. Add little oil, mix!

Wash, chop bell peppers, green chilli, onion, garlic. Wash sweet corns, green peas.

Heat oil in wok! Add vegetables, season with salt, black pepper! Stir cook for 3-4 minutes.

Take noodles, vegetables, sauce mix in bowl, incorporate. Transfer to bowl.

Toast white sesame seeds, sprinkle on top.

Enjoy hot or chilled, as you wish!

MACARONI POTATO FRUITS MEDLEY

 

Our festival in Autumn doesn't call for pasta salad! As life advanced, we became part of world community, we proudly say, " world is our home"! I think starting to blog, I made friends every corner of world! With many I have lost contact, in virtual & real world. I believe we haven't, we are calls away. I chatted with virtual friends from blogging world. Post Covid, there was silence from some. I still think of them, wish they are fine. I ain't comfortable vanishing from scenario all of a sudden. At least, if they could leave a message or their family! I am indeed proud of having concerned heart, if only it was appreciated.

Anyway, this year I am not eager about sharing Bengali delicacies for the occasion. I have lot of such recipes in blog, others keep sharing is a reason. Major reason is I don't enjoy cooking thick meat, fish curries, can't digest either. Yet, I would share appropriate recipes nearer to our festivals. What is "appropriate?" I remember, one such October, we; I, man, friend Joy were seated at ONE STEP UP 1 am in morning during festival, it doesn't sell Bengali Food. On such days, our little monster stayed with grandparents. I don't enjoy dishes having lot of cheese, milk, spices, sauces. Many dishes outside of my community, culture I simply adore.

I choose to have what I enjoy! Lo Mai Gai, watermelon I find healthy afternoon meal. I eat brunch, not breakfast, meal between brunch and dinner needs to be light. A vegetable steamed bun I regular have. The 3$ coffee-ice cream treat at Buskin Robbins you must avail, I loved caramel coffee ice cream but got wind, acidity. Choice of chilled fruits is my anytime pleasure.

What I eat at home hardly have variations. Call me less of Bengali, but flatbreads, veg & egg maki, Lo Mai Gai, upma, idli makes me happier than fish, meat curries these days. It can be because of staying abroad for long, aging may be reason. My digestive system got weaker. Men, Women are conquering world, whilst I get headache with little change in routine. My disappointment would get pointed towards parents. Thats when Man would scold, says only we are responsible for making or spoil our lives. Son seems oblivious about whats going on within family. I am to be blamed, I didn't let him involve, be bothered. Now I want him to behave normal, communicate with us. This recipe is for him, his friends to make for themselves! I wanted to do fun cooking with him when he almost kept one foot outside of home. New moms, take initiatives early, spend as much as good time with kids, one day they would fly, you would think of them while making drumlet snacks.

I am not kind of mother who would hold back kids home or go against their wish. When its time to let them go, we have to. I pray he stays safe & secured in a world thats becoming impatient, violent with each passing day. Also leaving home doesn't mean cutting off ties, yearly once or twice if we could spend time together! Just hoping for better days, also living life meaningfully, cooking, writing, having music in soul, talking to Almighty, meeting friends too. 

Son dislikes "ghugni" but I do cook. Today's pasta salad, MACARONI POTATO FRUIT MEDLEY I made tasted great! It is vegetarian. To make it vegan, gluten-free, use olive oil instead of butter, buy gluten-free macaroni! I used pineapple, muscat, pomegranate, choose your's! Not using potato, onion would alter taste that I wished to serve you. It takes 30-40 minutes making it. I don't know if it would get slimmer you or not, its more or less clean eating if you don't start calculating carb:protein:fat, this & that, you can't live life depending entirely on greens, chunks of meat, fish, eggs, soups. That isn't happiness. Come try my wholewheat & refined flour porota / paratha!

Yesterday, I made vegan, gluten-free cake, sheer khurma, I would talk about it and some more in public, may be tomorrow! We must remain active some way or other!

Few more recipes from blog follows,

SPICED BROWN RICE PATTIES, BAEL FRUIT PARFAIT, VEGAN GLUTEN-FREE KOKI, EASY CRANBERRY CUP

INGREDIENTS :

MACARONI : 50 GM [YOU MAY USE ANY PASTA VARIETY]

POTATO : 1 MEDIUM SIZED

ONION : 1 SMALL SIZED

GREEN CHILLI : 1

FRESH CORIANDER : A SPRIG

GRAPE : 4-5

POMEGRANATE : A HANDFUL

PINEAPPLE CUBE : 1/2 COFFEE MUG 

CRUSHED BLACK PEPPER : 1/4 TSP

CHAAT MASALA : 1/2 TSP

LEMON JUICE : 2 TBSP

SALT : AS REQUIRED

BUTTER : 1 TSP

PROCEDURE : 

Wash, peel, cut, boil potato in enough water, drain water once done. Cube potato smaller.

Boil pasta in enough water adding salt, few drops of oil. Drain water once done al-dente!

Peel, wash, chop pineapple. 

Chop, wash green chilli, grapes. Wash pomegranate.

Assemble everything together in bowl, add salt!

Chop, wash fresh coriander.

Refrigerate to chill for an hour or two. Take out, add lemon juice, melted butter, chaat masala! Mix well, enjoy chilled!

DESI MANCHURIAN CUTLETS

4:13PM it is, wasted an hour trying to make vegan, gluten-free, instant dosa; both I, Cristine gave up, having store bought flatbread with fresh coriander-chilli-peanut-coconut-salt chutney I made! I wished to finish blogpost at decent hour, can't.

Being believer of zero waste, I added semolina, ghee to dosa mixture, cooked to get a dough. Once I finish writing post, would try kebabs. My man isn't "dal kebab" kind, accuses me of cheating. These days, I get tired quickly or is it about weather? This island's heat too seems hot to me; who else would let me sit by quiet sea, a segregated place without "browsing" my bare legs, low neckline, then conclude"bad woman"! I dislike rigidity, don't want staying imprisoned, neither want daughter-in-law to stay, become vulnerable! Not hitting males, women too criticise. As boy's mother, I have long stopped saying"men would be men", instead say,"protect mumma's pride about you, don't objectify women"! Son is our love, who may have multiple partners, but one at a time. "Mumma says its natural to fantasise males, females, not right to abuse either mentally, physically! Because female abuse is more than males, we are vocal about female issues. We need address issues like throwing female foetus into wells, taking dowry! Are these any way marker of educated selves? It takes few to initiate protest, no one does! What do we talk about so much? Set the wrong right first! 

We cannot be flawless! Instead of pleading innocence there has to have discussions, open-mindedness to rectify our faults, else society rots! I won't blabber much today! My fingers are paining, don't know why! I had that big flatbread, fear groped, in morning I had vermicelli upma! Given my preferences, I can't take more protein, less carbs. Too much of protein isn't good for kidney health. However, I never scored more than 58 in Biology of the total of 5 years I studied.

Yesterday, at Woodleigh Mall, I loved my meal at this stall, variety of mini bowls served with choice of rice. I enjoyed boneless chicken with probably Sichuan peppers. A bowlful of plain rice is 50 cents, I asked for 1/4th amount of rice! We have to respect other's labour. I felt happy to see Popeyes shifted to upper floor of mall, I thought its gone. I must declare this in public, I can't spread wrong information!

Coming Monday, I would skip fasting glucose self check, this entire week ate sweets. A diabetic having "muri-narkol-laddu" doesn't speak of sanity. That liberty we may take unless in entertainment industry, have continuous heightened blood sugar level. Again from next week, I would check. Come on, we ain't robots. Making sweets at home uses less amount of sugar, jaggery, my experience says blood sugar spike is less in that case!

I wouldn't ask about quality of clicks, I aim, shoot, hardly learn. Its for pleasure, not sincere learner!

For years I see around how vegetarians make Manchurian Balls dipped in sauce, never tried, don't live with vegetable lovers. I have doubt if Manchuria makes it. Singapore tags food vegetarian having egg. I had bell peppers, cabbage, made DESI MANCHURIAN CUTLETS! Its vegan, gluten-free! Manchuria knows about it or not, I enjoyed process of making a vegetarian snack. Had I made sweet and sour Manchurian Balls, I had to prepare sauce, make noodles on side. You may try it on stovetop, oven.

 INGREDIENTS : 

RED BELL PEPPER : 1/2

GREEN CAPSICUM : 1

CABBAGE : 1/2 OF SMALL SIZED

ONION : 1 BIG SIZED

GARLIC : 2 CLOVES

GREEN CHILLI : 1

FRESH CORIANDER : 2 SPRIGS

CRUSHED BLACK PEPPER : 1/2 TSP

TOMATO KETCHUP : 1 TBSP

SOY SAUCE : 2 TSP

RICE FLOUR : 1 TBSP

CORN FLOUR : 1 TBSP

SALT : AS REQUIRED

OIL : 2 TSP+2-3 DROPS TO GREASE PLATE[IF DOING ON STOVETOP, YOU MAY NEED 3-4 TBSP OIL TO SHALLOW FRY]

PROCEDURE :

Wash, roughly chop cabbage, pulse, chop further taken in blender or mincer. Squeeze out water taken in clean piece of white cloth! Take in bowl.

Wash bell peppers, onion, garlic cloves, green chillies; pulse together in blender or use mincer to coarsely chop. Squeeze out water taken in clean piece of white cloth! Take in cabbage bowl.

Add rice flour, corn flour, crushed black pepper, salt, tomato ketchup, oil; give it a good mix.

Shape into cutlets! I shaped one, Cristine did rest!

I greased an oven-proof plate with oil, placed cutlets, brushed with oil. I placed bake stand inside, plate on top.

I cooked them at grill+combination mode, one side for 20-21 minutes, turned over, brushed with oil, cooked for 5-6 minutes.

Serve, enjoy hot, fresh with choice of sauce, I kept homemade Bengali style chilli-mustard sauce on side. 

Note, it would remain crisp only for 30-40 minutes.

EASY OVEN COOKED BRITTLE

It's been years I have stopped writing blogposts this late, today I had been busy. A blogpost needs pictures be arranged which takes time. I ain't organised anymore. Lets pause, breathe, inhale peace, spread happiness, reach out. This morning I had to visit doctor's chamber, felt good meeting one wannabe doctor, noting down conversation between doctor & patient(s). My note would always be "make your teachers & parents proud, partner happy!" Duke-NUS Medical School is breather for the students whose entrance exam day wasn't lucky enough to get admission in NUS Medicine. Its natural, a single day of performance doesn't prove capabilities. Kids' aspirations be given chance. Also for certain specialised fields, entrance exams should be stringent, life & death is associated.

Who said I am calculative, that I wouldn't care unless my man & son are benefitted? I have good things to say about this island, but PSLE isn't necessary. Because we ain't Singaporean, neither PR, we need not interfere much. I would have good things to speak about world's safest island long after we leave, late is better! I would weep, for couple of reasons. Humans are built to accommodate tough situations! At times our zeal for life amazes me, how we love life. Thats the way it should be! I dislike when they say, ahh! we got old, whats left in life? I don't want even my own saying this. May be because I don't have to earn for living, I romanticise with life! I have seen some in family full of life, being active, enjoying every activity they did, do! I don't have their energy but keep going, we must!

Out of doctor's chamber, I had fabulous idli at one 24/7 joint, Hougang Avenue1, around 12 pm. Thereafter buying flowers, this, that shopping for Janmashtami took time. Around 3:45 pm reached home with short bread cookies, waffle biscuit. I wouldn't buy big packs, sweet stuffs cause blood sugar spike, Cristine does strict diet, man wouldn't touch, son stays far! A quick shower, afternoon prayer, bowl of mango post 5pm was soothing. On days I need to go out in morning, Cristine does morning prayer, she could refuse, she obliges instead. The kopi was too sweet. I loved the cucumber, pickled radish maki at Umisushi, the green tea I have regular. If in Singapore, try food at The Soup Spoon, you would enjoy!

                     

 Tell me, after all these activities, do I have time for feud, whats the purpose? I keep distance, fearing hurt, I am sensitive! Meeting people here, there, small talks seem therapeutic. If home calls dearly, we are safe! If feeling unwanted, it's time to leave, not easy task! In marriage, romanticism sidelines; friendship, responsibilities take over. If that has cracks, say goodbye, amicably settle, start afresh, kids needn't suffer. I happily bake chicken kebabs means I still have hunger for this home, I am required!

Home cooked food is comfort. Nothing new to say about it, we repeat!

 I do have brittle recipes in blog, this vegan, gluten-free EASY OVEN COOKED BRITTLE lets offer God on Janmashtami Celebrations. The vegetarian, oil-free snack was done in microwave mode. It was hard, not sticky. I got skeptical, unwilling to share recipe in blog, Cristine insisted I share. She said its tasting good, go ahead maam. I too liked, it wasn't sticky enough was my concern. Why do jaggery has sugar mixed in it I don't get or am I over cooking jaggery? The man wouldn't comment, if he eats I understand food felt decent in his mouth, good enough. Son has good career to make, mumma needs to pray for his safety, security, success. Only if he cooked his own food.

INGREDIENTS :

OATS : 1/2 A COFFEE MUG

WHITE SESAME SEED : 2 TBSP

BLACK SESAME SEED : 1 TBSP

CHOPPED FRESH COCONUT : 2 TBSP

CRUSHED WALNUT : 2 TSP

JAGGERY : 2TBSP DATE PALM JAGGERY + 1TBSP SUGARCANE JAGGERY

PROCEDURE :

Take oats in bowl, microwave at minimal heat for 2 minutes, pause, stir every minute.

Crush & take walnuts in a bowl, microwave at minimal for 30 seconds.

Take both varieties of sesame seeds in bowl, microwave at minimal for 2-3 minute, pause, give it a mix every minute.

Chop, wash coconut, microwave at minimal for 3-4 minute, pause, stir every minute. Cristine chopped for me!

Melt both jaggery taken together in bowl, stir, microwave at minimal heat for 1 & 1/2 minutes. Take out.

Mix each ingredients one by one. 

You better add oats little at a time, I think I should have done that.

Turn mixture onto baking sheet or plate, Cristine did the setting job!

Once cool, cut with knife or break with hands!