CURRY AND SPICE: VEGAN GLUTEN-FREE MANGO CUSTARD

I HAVE FOUND WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR; A LIGHT TEXTURED DESSERT!

Earlier I attempted at desserts with vegan milk, each one did we like! I specifically liked this, the stomach did not feel heavy! Rich desserts, rich chocolates, fondants, too sugary stuffs do not suit me. The sugary cherries you see are not my kind, nothing better than a fresh fruit dessert to me! I got a packet of them unwilling to buy a tiny fresh strawberry packet for 10$! If strawberry was mango, I could have payed the double. Strawberry looks beautiful from outside, I find it sour, with cream I can have it! The rest at home speaks of kiwi, cherry, strawberry but want peanuts, not even a mix of dry fruits in the evenings! All are at home today; but I went out for a walk, to buy few chocolates to carry! I feel tired at this time, but adding recipes to my blog is a pleasure! I do not like freaking out regular with friends; but I am a human, there has to be a place where I can pour in! I have ceased to trust people I did once; they were few and all of them I see are eager to build relationship amongst themselves, with every other person on this earth except me! What goes on at my back can be alarming! I know I am a fool but people having fun at it is wrong! Moving a step towards them feels scary! They do not understand me, I cannot explain myself to them and they have something else on their mind! I own my blog, here too I feel tied since the day I knew how actually the social media is run! What relationship mean there!

SOCIAL MEDIA MAY NOT SUIT ME; BUT MY BLOG NEEDS TO REACH PEOPLE!

I don't follow trends, I do not follow anyone's footsteps; my limited brain matter would not allow that! I am already exhausted trying to revive relationships; I see their interest is somewhere else; something kept brewing behind me; there was not a single true friend who told me the truth! Because I cannot move a bit without love and only pure love coming my way, I felt they are ignoring me, hence I need to quit such associations! Not everyone is my child; I carried him, it's my blood clot! I would stand by him strong, although I get irritated at his weird behaviour towards me! If he talked to me enough, I would have told him few things! My wishes cannot be his but I would have been happier if he listened to me a bit! Rest anyone can have any amount of friendship among themselves; I quit because I find myself standing like a fool amidst them! Who I considered my aide, is not behaving like a friend, the moves seem doubtful! About the son? He won't listen like the brother did until a point!

WHAT IS VEGAN GLUTEN-FREE MANGO CUSTARD?

It is done with one fresh, ripe mango & soy milk. I am not fond of soy milk neither can have cow or buffalo milk. The son used to have it a lot during his stay here. Mango is a love. I am cooking simple these days, I have to travel; neither feeling well! I am not in the right spirit, all of a sudden I feel being cheated, fooled! Anyway, my food will speak for myself, it would serve well even the people who have been fooling me all through! I am not interested in their love story, bedroom story, hate story; anything! I can give only when I get a lot from them! This dessert VEGAN GLUTEN-FREE MANGO CUSTARD may just suit for the day! On my walks; I would listen to music, today while I was listening to "neel e neel e ambar par, chand jab aaye"; it was day time, it was cloudy, no moon was to be seen, I clicked instantly.

I cannot let my romantic self die; life cannot be a mundane affair! I baked a cake this morning, having it with my evening cuppa!

To my company, I have Alka Yagnik to Sadhna Sargam to Udit Narayan, Kumar Shanu! If I say Madhuri did Raja, the film with the famous song "Nazrein Mili Dil Dharka, Meri Dharkan Ne Kaha" on Anil Kapoor's request because his brother never knew acting, people take it differently, family structure matching starts! Neither Sunny Deol or Bobby Deol, but Abhay Deol definitely is a good actor. If I share Sadhna's "Pehla Nasha", people would start speculating! Oh yes! indeed I have a similar story to tell, I had a major crush on a teen who preferred hot stuffs like Pooja Bedi and got one ultimately; the family indeed got the person a voluptuous, glamorous partner! Now the entire family and their loyal friends are all set to show off how happy they are! What am I to do here? My people are rebels, do not wish to be seen! I wish to keep the romantic in me alive, these people may stay at far! I am good enough with a head phone and hand phone, food as company! In my remote corner, I know the son would never let me down! Ain't for him mumma changed the garnish a bit? I still have time to share what I ate today, yesterday, the day before!